Is there a plumber who can fix energy leakage?

Another weekend totally spent on recovering from a draining week. Now, Sunday late afternoon, I'm slowly getting ready to start a weekend where I would actually enjoy going outside of my flat.

Yesterday was spent indoors in complete isolation with the exception of Little B passing by with favourite sushi. I didn't even have enough energy to watch crap TV (may be not a loss) but fell asleep nine o'clock with my book next to me.

I apoligise to those around me. This is not who I want to be, this is not me. I'm meant to be full of energy, I'm interested in listening and being there. I want to do things, meet up in cafés and restaurants, windowshop, go for walks. I don't want to spend weekends in isolation in an attempt to fix the energy leakage just in time for another week of work.

This is not the way it is supposed to be.