Was I ever asleep?

Waking up after a predictable sleepless night. Going to bed with a number of big questions playing in my head, the brain naturally continued to its own device when all I wanted was to have break and drift off to a dreamless sleep.

Two candles and a large cup of tea. Supported by the diary from the last couple of months and a moment of quiet reflection, and eventually some recognition of what it is that I need right now. Knowing that the uneasy feeling is exactly what it should be. Knowing that the way forward couldn't be any different. Slowly the questions are being formulated and with that the road with milestones are becoming visible again.

To be continued in a café later this morning.